Gary's Details:
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38 |
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Bardwell Kentucky US |
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Straight |
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About Me:
I was saved on Oct. 31, 1980. For many years I prayed (begged!) God to help me find a girl to love who'd love me. All I got for my effort was continuing loneliness and chronic pain (Fibromyalgia Syndrome). So, to say I've turned my back on God would be a fair statement, since I feel that He has taken great delight in tormenting me.
He did allow me to date a girl I worked with a few years ago. I'll just say that it turned into a nightmare for me, and am very gunshy ever since. I have a bitterness in me toward God as a result of everything that has happened (and hasn't happened).
You ask why am I writing this? I don't know for sure. I'm not really looking for someone to marry anymore, I'd want to be able to do things and go places with her, but my Fibromyalgia limits my energy. I don't want to be the way I am toward God, maybe I'm hoping that someone will write me that is willing to listen instead of telling me what to do.
I'm a very nice guy, actually. I loved giving the women I work with flowers, cooking things for them, stuff like that (unfortunately, they're all married). But I had to quit, one of them told me that it just wasn't appropriate for me to do such things for married women. Just one, mind you, said this. The rest are kinda let down that I quit doing such things, since their husbands wouldn't dream of treating them as good as I did.
I've rattled on long enough. As you can see I'm messed up spiritually. If you want to talk, I'd love to hear from you.
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